Jul 03 2008
When you do nothing, you feel overwhelmed and powerless. But when you get involved, you feel the sense of hope and accomplishment that comes from knowing you are working to make things better.
Well, I lost another volunteer today.
This week is going to be really crappy. I have a grand total of…two volunteers, and only one’s offered to take any shifts. I’m sorry, but I’m shelling out more money than I can afford to go to this thing, and if I’m stuck behind that desk the whole time I’m going to be seriously pissed.
On the plus side, I got my muse back. I wrote a fic. Indiana Jones slash fic. I’m in love with Mutt, so it’s only expected that I use him like a tissue, right? ;) I have his poster on my wall—I want another, but I really haven’t got any money to blow on anything at all.
I think my GBBoE lists are pretty decent—I still need to look over the programming and stuff, and get that in the book, but that doesn’t have to be done until we’re on-site, just in case there are changes before then. I hope not; I’m tired of changes after my volunteer issues.
Honestly, I’d just like to be able to see a few programs. That’s my goal right now. I can’t afford to buy the whole set–though at this point I might have to, if I don’t get to see any, because I’m not shelling out for the ticket and the plane ride to sit at the desk Thursday-Sunday!
Arg. I’m really tired. I’m seriously getting stressed out about everything right now. Maybe a good night’s sleep and hanging with Jada tomorrow will help me not feel like I can’t do it.
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